rants II

tell u le..today is not my day...

ok...i suppose u guys may have already known my lab alot of ah-tiong...today..if i didnt blog how i feel..i will feel damn qi-gek..as such..in the following of wat im goin to type..if my language is not comfortable for yr eyes..haha..den i suggest u dun read this entry..

startin from ytd...ok..as i say..i was abt to leave lab..den kena rnted by this guy...Guy A.i nv provoke him all along..i nv cross his path..he's the da tou in the lab..very senior one...so i shun him cuz i hear of his temper..but still...kena scolded...wtf..tat time was rd 7pm...i was abt to knock off..cant be bothered with him...so i left the lab quickly..den.. something unpleasant happened..due to tiredness at work and some other issues..i fainted along the way..hurt my leg and left hand..not my head heng... after tat go home..now ok...

den today..very tired...went to lab at 930am... fuck... Guy A scolded me again when i was abt to use pipette..he say use wrongly..den he add one sentence:"改次做东西之前先准备好才做。bastard one...as if my actions are scrutinized by him every moment..is not a very nice thing to be shouted earlie in the morning and worst is when u 1st enter the lab...i obviously not happy k...so i took wat is needed..go another bench and do my things..i rmb i slammed by things hard on the bench la...after 15mins..he came up to me and passed me thi blue-type of gloves.. cuz i was handling chemicals..den he say blue gloves better..i stunned lor... 180 degree change of attitude...so i say thank u. den 30mins later..he came to me and asked some spastic qns..i looked at him and said nothing..no idea wat the hell he talking..later in the day... he came over and asked if i need help..what is this?.... PMS for a guy?...

den...later...my present mentor is another one whu provoke me today... cuz my original mentor went back her hometown ma.. so she actullie ask me dun nd go lab..but i nd to complete my hrs.. and since like tat..might as well learn smthing useful..so i ask lcf can i learn peptide ynthesis..den he arrange me to this guy B whu has jus graduated and is lazying ard in his lab..i intiallie tot ok la...at least learn peptide synthesis..so there i am..doin this for ard 7 days le..den i tot this is the only thing im goin to do..im happy...cuz my original mentor is coming back soon le..when she comes back..i got more things to do..den recently...my present mentor says i have to do purification and MS..i tink not bad..ok..but problem lies at the one whu teach..

shit him...initiallie i tink..ok..he demonstrate once..den i follow under his guidance for a while..den ownself do...but wah this guy B..steady one..he onli talks in chinese k... i wonder how he writes his thesis and graduate.. there r times when i duno wat the hell he talking..he talk as if i know his native language..den he can talk many many stuff and make me so confused.. im those kind u muz show me den i know what the hell u talkin... so after his speech.. i told him.. can u show me??... i say politely in chinese..den he nod. aniwae..he duno how to say "OK" one.. den he show me...and he show me very quickly... explained everything once again in his native language.. which i try very hard to comprehend.. den i ask qns to make clear some stuff which i duno what he talking... u can say i stupid if u are those kind who is machine-savvy. he explains so quickly den i nd to translate from chi to eng..den apply what he say to manipulate the machine.. and he expects me to know it instantly the time he tells me instructions... stress.. den the 2nd time.. he say "你自己做". u know how pek chek i am... i told him "我不知道这么做".den he like give up like tat...accompanied me..and say i do and show him..so far ok.. but some things i nd to clarfify still.. den he answer me this "我很累跟你解释"... to me..i feel is like telling me im stupid and ask me to shut up...wtf..if u can explain properly... and stop treating me like yr village's people.. den i most likely will understd better.. i think he is jus plain lazy.. den i flare.. in the 1st place..i didnt know i got o much to do...i forget to add.. ah tiong are those kind..once they teach u... u are expected to do everything.. they wun guide u le.. ok..give u chance to be independent.. but also a chance for them to slack.. they throw all their workload to u and they go chit chat..eat..sleep..fuck..

den he say do things muz have head muz have tail...i say ok but i didnt say ur teaching sux and plz go brush up on yr english..do u think he does not understand what does crystallise mean???? 20plus yr old person...normal person.. dun even udnerstand this word.. how he pass his fyp?... crazy... den i muz translate to chinese to him.. den he say my job not easy..i muz complete from head to tail etc... den i say when my original mentor comes back..i have more things to do.. how am i suppposed to do the things u want me to do?.. i only work under u to know more abt peptide synthesis and learn things..yes.. i did.. but is only for a short period... den he thinks im under him for life.. so he now expects me to know everything.. den once i did..throw everything to me.. and he can go slack.. these r ah-tiongs.. fuck..

i told him im goin on leave nex wk...not goin work tml..i sick of it le.. now only to wait for my original mentor to come back..tat oen is also another one..bez is i quickly leave this horrendous lab.. now i understd why last time my senior shocked why i go join this lab..argggg

and one more thing... the desk tat im workin at is always filled with food..they think im non-existent..everytime i go to work.. my table is filled with food stuff..ants etc..i have to clean up for them so as to make space for myself... and they eatt things..the packets throw there one..many ants also nvm..not their problem.. they dun change their clothes... they didnt know their mouth stink and clothes stink..they wear one set of clothes from mon to fri.. i wonder if they brush and wash their face...

argggg....im sick of workin in this lab... i feel like im goin for an exchange to a foreign cty... getting culture shock k!....wth... 28th june 2007!! im lookin forward..one a happy note today..i completed my rpt!! yeah yeah... am goin ktv tml~~

may tml be a better day!!