rollercoaster

i must say this week is a high-low week..

the earlier part of the week was quite atrocious..haha.. MS results out.. not as what boss has expected.. turned out to be negative.. i tot of a possible suggestion along with my other seniors.. boss told me "whether you do it or not does not bother me anymore"...

half-hearted after hearing this.. ultimately i have done what i can.. as i was contemplating whether to do it or not.. i decided not to.. but end up my senior help me do the 1st 2 steps.. means to say it is fated that it has to be done.. and so i am doin work though have to hand up thesis next week.. but this expt will not be included in my thesis..so still ok..
boss says to me the next day " my intuition is seldom wrong.. i feel nothing is goin to come out from this expt".. ah.. in science.. results is the priority.. whether you like it or not.. u muz hav the perseverance spirit.. hearing such words from him i jus have to keep quiet.. i also have 50/50 confidence on this expt.. ultimately im not goin to work there after this.. hope everything ends soon man..

then later this week, won 2 lucky draws.. one is cash.. one is dvd player.. somehow spring me alive.. it came as an unexpected surprise.. tat's why i say join lucky draws is damn fun.. it always give me unexpected wonders haha..

the exchange programme i appled for to vietnam was successful too.. got to know this later this week.. but was contemplating now whether i should proceed with many factors.. is kinda rush cuz after 3wks in taiwan.. commin home to sg for 2 days.. i have then got to fly to vietnam for a month.. mental struggle and physical struggle whether I can take it or not..

haha.. now's there thinkin.. i hope i can come to an answer soon..